| its been awhile |
[15 Jun 2004|10:21pm] |
this summer has been great i have had so much tennis and working out i have hardly had time to sit down and now i am helping my mom with the art classes she teaches downtown i haven't really been doing anything that incrediable interesting i am just content to go about my daily buisness oh yeah and i have been hanging out with adam and sam some and dustin alot of course and that pretty much is it for me in the summer department
...this one was for lauren she informed me it has been awhile, i will try and do better promise :)
<3 fran
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| long....might want to rethink reading this one |
[24 May 2004|10:37am] |
you know i am not sure how many people will see this or read this or even care if they do but i have been thinking a lot lately about this year... ...i haven't been here that long well i mean two years is a pretty long time but there is not too much "history" in two years... ...anyway the point is that i have seen so much and so many people change over just the past two years that it amamzes me i don't like change and i don't like what comes along with it... ...i have always been the kind of person that says "you know what high school sucks and i can't wait to leave" and i can admit that but the truth is as much as i hate the school aspect of high school that really isn't the majority of what happens in high school... ...when i read mollys journal i started thinking of all the indescribably good times i have had in my high school years i have had so much fun and it may not be the normal high school fun and i may not always be out there in the middle of the "in" crowd (which by the way what really is the "in" crowd, don't even get me started on that) but my fun is fun just the same... ...i know so many people that let what other people think of them determine everything they do and i try not to let myself worry too much what people think about me the truth is that i do sometimes everyone does sometimes no one can say they never care i just don't care what people think about me i care about my reputation and i know not everyone will like me of think highly of me but i feel like my close friends that truely know me and care about me will be there no matter what ... ... and the truth is that i have lost a lot of friends this year that i would like to get back and then again there are a few i don't mind losing but i hope that within the next few years all of you out there that i haven't met i at least get a chance to talk to once because well just because (haha)... ...this year i have changed my friends i have changed as a perosn my outlook on life has changed i have become such a happy person i mean i couldn't be any happier and a large part of that is because of dustin... ...but not just because we are together its because he understands me and where i am coming from he thinks like me and we are both aware of things that other people haven't seen and probably never will about the way they act.. i really do love him... ...people that aren't true to themselves and act the way they way they do in high school just so that the "in" crowd likes them or so they can get a boyfriend or keep the one they have will end up regretting it the rest of thier lives but then again maybe they won't because they are too ________ (insert negative comment) of people to begin with... ... i feel like i can honestly say that i have very few regrets and would like to be able to be this happy for the rest of my life... ...so to all the people that read this (which i am sure was extremely boring) i have to say once again that high school only comes once for you so make the best of it no matter what...
sorry for ranting but i thought i would just let some of it out and BELIEVE me this isn't even close to all of it...
fran
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| just a thought |
[05 May 2004|12:00pm] |
you know high school may not the best time of your life but you have to make the best of it
remember you are only young once so don't waste it
<3 fran
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| i absolutely love this song |
[26 Apr 2004|05:19pm] |
Where do I start Lying on a blanket underneath the stars With your head on my chest I always liked that best
I hate how times flies I still think back sometimes 'Bout your lips on my neck I always liked that best
That time we took a ride Ended up down by the river side Soft touch wet kiss I always liked that best
I like the way you used to hold me I like the way you came to know me You came to know me well well well
Falling to sleep Wearing your shirt 'cause it smelled so sweet Who could forget I always liked that best Or losing my heart every time you sang to me on your guitar "Lady in Red" I always liked that best
I like the way you used to hold me I like the way you came to know me You came to know me well well well
I could go on So many things I miss now that you're gone Your love oh yes I always liked that best
<3 fran
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| i am 16 WOOOOOHOOOOO |
[15 Apr 2004|10:17am] |
- last night at 9:29 i turned 16
- to everyone who has ever been there for me i would just like to thank you because i realize NOW exactly how much that means in high school
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| please do this |
[25 Mar 2004|09:34pm] |
well molly i stole this from you i really like the idea
leave me a comment, anonymously or signed, telling me exactly how you feel about me and what you think of me. be honest, truthful, and blunt if you need to - but i`d really like to know.
<3 fran
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| i get my NEW computer tomorrow |
[15 Mar 2004|11:24am] |
school is just not fun for me
BUT the thing is that something here makes me so incrediabley happy all the time and nothing can get me down :) just felt like sharing
and to all the girls who read this, i am NEED to go out on the weekend with a big group of girls and just have fun because last night i was thinking about this summer (krista <3) and we had the most fun ever and i just really miss that
-fran
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| ok mary this is for you :) i love you girly WOAHman |
[11 Mar 2004|11:11am] |
First best friend: lizzie souza First car: don't have one....YET (hop First date: matt yurus First real kiss: johnathan brodie First break-up: the 1st i cared about... matt First screen name: bigbrowneyes247 First self purchased album: the little mermaid soundtrack First funeral: pappy...my grandaddy First pets: honey First piercing/tattoo: ears First credit card: don't have one First true love: well i thought it was matt but i honestly don't know anymore First enemy: ....... First musician you remember hearing in your house: classical music
.LASTS. Last cigarette: never had one Last car ride: this morning Last kiss: couple weeks ago Last good cry: a long time Last library book checked out: i haven't checked one out if forever Last movie seen: buterfly affect Last beverage drank: water Last food consumed: pop tart Last crush: ... Last phone call: mama Last time showered: this morning Last shoes worn: birks Last cd played: tom petty & heartbreakers Last item bought: butterfingers Last annoyance: peaches Last disappointment: something matt did/said Last time wanting to die: the break up Last time scolded: on the way to school Last shirt worn: black michael stars Last website visited: livejournal Last word you said: MARY ELIZABETH VERACCO Last song you sang: the little mermaid haha
What is in your cd player?: tom petty What color socks are you wearing?: white What color of underwear are you wearing?: pink What's under your bed?: boxes of pictures What time did you wake up today?: 6:30
FUTURE Where do you want to go?: louisville What is your career going to be?: physical therapist Where are you going to live?: who knows How many kids do you want?: 3 What kind of car(s): who knows
CURRENT Current mood: tired Current music: none Current taste: orbit gum Current hair: down Current clothes: jeans and a black button up shirt Current annoyance(s): ... Current longing: my bed Current desktop picture: blue Current favorite artist: tom petty Current book(s): sloppy firsts Current color of toenails: pink Current time-wasting wish: now silly if i tell you it won't come true Current hate: school
well kiddos i updated and i am about to steal another survey from mary (whom i love to death) and i will update about my week and weekend next tuesday when i get my NEW computer franny
comment because i do love them so
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| well here i am in travel and tourism |
[05 Mar 2004|12:18pm] |
well today has been a pretty good day for no specific reason i am just in one of those moods where nothing can get me down lol even though like two days ago i thought my life sucked i guess you could say things are kinda confusing right now but oh well anyways last night i was going to go to bed early BUT what do you know when i came home i feel asleep watching tv with peaches and when i woke up (3 hours later) with little girl "pretty makeup" all over my face and in my hair, but then again what are little sisters for lol and well hummm tonight i am going to kristas to watch gone with the wind, my favorite movie next to the little mermaid, and who knows about the rest of my weekend later on but since mary FORCED me to update now i don't have much to say anyways my computer at my house which was a piece of crap already died yesterday for good and so we had to order a new one which comes on march 16 which is also my first tennis match i am not really into it this year but i can't quit because then i would have absolutely no physical activity we got our uniforms yesterday they are all right but not as cute as i hoped it would be well i guess i better be going i will update later about my weekend that is if its interesting franna bananna
leave me comments pleeease :)
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| travel and tourism is so boring |
[03 Mar 2004|12:14pm] |
alrightys guys as you can tell i am not the best at this jouranl thing but here has been my week so far
monday well monday was pretty boring i went to school then i went Wal Mart with my mama to take my WINTERFEST(which was really fun) pictures and then i came home and took a nap and when i woke up Dustin took me to get my pics which looked terrible in... but to everyone else yall looked really pretty then i came home and just sat around tuesday i had tennis which was alright but never very much fun and then i went to the soccer game with krista and we had a much needed very good talk and then dustin took her home and we went to mcdonalds and came home and i got something off my chest to him that he really needed to know and i feel so much better wednesday i am at school which has been boring and thats about it love you all to peices fran
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| UUUGGHH |
[03 Mar 2004|11:27am] |
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my life just really sucks sometimes
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| entry number one |
[31 Jan 2004|04:53pm] |
well today is friday and we got a snow break i guess you could say... we got to go an hour late woohoo but anyway school was ok today it was boring as usual but i did discover some very interesting information tonight i am going to the movies which should be interesting it always is.... so i suppose i will update later about that ..until then fran
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